Ramadan And AidilFitri

Raya tak lama lagi. Tahun nie raya tak sama mcm tahun2 yang sudah. Tahun nie jauh dari family. Lagi pun tahun nie I tak de sibuk2 nak pegi beli kain tuk tempah baju raya. Kalau tak rasa nye sebelum start puasa dah nak sibuk2 pegi tempah baju. hmmm...tak dapat nak buka puasa ngan kawan2, tak dapat nak tgk lampu lap-lip, tak dapat pegi bazaar, tak dapat makan kuih tart, tak dapat pegi bazaar kat JB, tak dapat nak ape lg eh.... haizzz... senang citer the list goes on rasa nye kalau nak ckp pasal nie sampai ke malam pun tak habis.

Yang beza ramadan tahun nie... tak de air katira ngn tak de kuih2, tak de bazaar ramadan. haizz..... Taip2 ramadan, tak pernah miss pegi bazaar kat masjid sultan tuk beli nasi briyani dam atau pergi bazaar kat jurong west beli nasi sambal goreng atau nasi lemak. Sekarang nie, kalau nak.. hehee... terpaksa kene jadi rajin sikit... eh actually rajin baaannnyyaakkkkk. And that is something that hardly happen.

O .. i cannot miss saying this... tahun nie... i tak dapat makan paru. They don't have it here. PARU... PARU.. ooooo ... PARU.. I MISS PARU. Paru masak sambal. Sambal goreng letak paru. Paru goreng. yummmm yummm...

Ok cukup! Citer pasal makan pulak.

Actually, I nak antar e-card raya (sekarang dah tak pakai kad raya yg nak kene letak stampnye lg - save sikit haha) nie kat semua kawan-kawan. tapi ter-ramai la sangat pulak dan takut pulak ada yang tertinggal. So rasa nye cara yang termudah dan tercepat dan yang tak memenatkan cakap kat sini jer ah.

KEPADA SEMUA SAHABAT HANDAI dan AHLI KELUARGA-KU,

KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM,

Akhir kata, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MINAL AIDIL WAL FAIZIN. Have a good Aidil fitri.

Nanti bila makan ketupat, lotong, lemang, rendang, serunding, lodeh, PARU, dll tu ingat2 la kat i nie nye...hihii...

P/S: Psssttt..... I masih study lg... duit raya mana... :D

Have a good one.

Wassalam.

I'm back.

I have been busy and I've alot to write. But I dont know where to start. Anyway I will write soon; i hope.

My Prof

That Prof is a Jerk!!!

Thanks all I can say.

Food For Thought

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AdA OrANg BaGiTaHu SaYa.. KaDaNg-KaDaNg DaLaM HiDuP KiTa MeStI BeRkORbAn.. SaTu HaRi KeaDaAn AkAn MeMbuaTKaN KiTa KoRbAnKaN SeSuAtu YaNg PaLiNg KiTa SaYaNg.. MeMaNg..MeMaNg ItU LuMrAH HiDuP.. KaDaNg-KaDaNg Kita TidAk SeDaR,ApA YaNg ADa DiDePaN MaTa,SaMpaI sAtU HaRi BiLa SuMe ItU suDah HiLaNg,BaRu KiTa AkAn TeRasA.. BuKaN sEnAnG HeNdAk MemBuAt SaTu KePuTuSan,LeBiH-LeBiH LaGi BiLa KePutUsAn ItU PeRlUkAn sAtU pEngOrBaNan,MuNgKiN KiTa aKaN MeNyeSaL,TaPI SeTiAp ApE YaNg KiTa LaKuKaN,TeLaH DiTeTaPkAn,,AdA HiKmAhNya,WaLaUpUn KiTa RaSa HiDuP ItU tIdAk AdIL,TaPi SeSuAtU YaNg BaIk AkAn TeTap bErLaKu.....

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Bad Day

Monday Aug 11, 08

I woke up feeling angry. That's not a good sign.

Today is just not my day. I got no mood to do anything. And worst still it's only 12 noon. I've got a long day today. Class at 1 pm and 6 pm.

Please god, help make my day a brighter one.

Surprise Call

Saturday August 9,08

I received a called around 8.30 pm. It's from Fadi. Surprisingly, he asked if I wanted to meet. He knew that I don't normally go out at night. Well, I assumed he was just trying his luck. hahaha...

It's hard to get to places without your own transportation. That's the reason why I don't normally go out.

Anyway, I asked my aunt if I can go. She said ok. It was only because he was going to come and fetch me. If his not, i guessed i got to dissapoint him.

I waited for an hour and a half for him to reach. It was a long wait and seriously I got tired of waiting. (Guys .. don't do this to girls.)

We didn't go far. Just to the Starbuck which is about 10 min drive from my place.

I got myself a Ice Vanilla Latte. It's good and i like it. It has got the milky taste. (try it.)

I knew that normally on saturdays, he would be going out with his brother or his friends. I asked why not that saturday. Then he told me that his brother went out with his friends and he wanted to meet me instead of his friends. And I find that weird cause we just met the day before. Ok whatever but thanks by the way.

Talked for the next an hour or so and then he sent me home; he got to fetch his brother.

That was sweet!

Huhuuuu.... I loveee surprises.

Will I receive any more surprise?

Fallen

Aug 7, 08



It's 6 pm and I was about to leave campus for home. Before I could do so, Alex called and asked if I wanted to meet for dinner.

Erm.... Seriously, I was lazy to go but since I had turned him down for many times. I felt bad and said OK. He came to fetch me from school.

We went to this place, I don't know where. A nice restaurant. You have to walk up a step walk about 3 meter before the entrance.

This is where the interesting part begin. After dinner and chat, about 2 hours later, we decided to go home. So on the way out from the restaurant, I looked at my phone.

3 missed calls and it's from my aunt. While walking, I pressed the key pad and tried to call her back. Without looking where I was walking, guess what happened.

Hmm... perhaps you may have guessed it correctly. I missed a step, got my ankle twisted and landed on both of my knees and palms. I know.... Ouchhh...... that hurt alot.

Both my knees were bleeding. Till today, my ankle still hurt.

Anyone can help me do a feet massage for me?

What a day!! I guess I should not go out with him anymore. Bad Luck! hahaha...

Bad Grade

I had D for my computer ethics's mid term exam. (very dissapointing)

This is the first time I had got a bad grade for exam. Eventhough it was just mid term, it's 25% of the final grade. And god damn it - that's a lot.

The mid term was extreamly easy. It was just me who didn't studied for it. I really regreted. But no point regreting now.

Not sure now if I can make up for it.

Please pray for me. I want no less than an A.

P/S: I dislike this class.

Rimas

Rimas

I know this is an old song. Just don't get bored listening to it. enjoy..



Sing Along...

lari3x aku lari tinggalkan semua ini
untuk mencari- cari2x ketenangan diri

pergi3x engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
ku tak mahu2x engkau hadir dalam diri ini

keluhan hatiku tak siapa yg tahu
ku simpan semua sebak di dada
biar ku yang terluka
pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
pernahkah kau hargai cara ku mencintai mu

nafas dan kata dari bibir
adakah yang dari hati
mungkin kau tak fahami
maksud yang tersembunyi
titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
pernahkah kau peduli tentang diriku ini

[**]
mengapa aku yang terluka
aku yang merana
aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
engkau yang meminta
aku yang sengsara
rimas2x aku rimas

>rap parts<:
tidak ku sorang kecundang istana jiwaku goyang roboh dan tumbang sawanku lantang tidak berpantang letupnnya siang2 bukanya alang kepalang datangya perang
terbawa ku ke jurang pulanglah sayang janjiku tatang ku hapuskan dalang-dalangnya sayang sayangnya hilang hilanglah garang garangku terbang melayang
terbungkangku terbang kau tehoyong hayang tak pandang belakang terkangkang bila ku tak diundangku rapuh semua tak bertiang janjiku kini kan bertulang
**
lari2 aku lari tinggalkan tinggalkan semua ini
untuk mencari2x ketenangan
aku pergi tinggalkan tinggalkan kau sendiri
ku pergi kini ku pergi tinggalkanmu
**

Been waiting?

Someone's been waiting for my new post?

Coming up soon....

Stay tune....

By the way, I've change the background music. What do ya think?

Someone miss me?

It's short

I had a hair cut today. Well, it isnt really cut.. it's trim. Shorter now and i don't feel comfortable with it.

My hair used to be long (below waist) now it's above the elbow.

Just hope it grow fast.

I want my hair back!!!!

Outing

I was suppose to have an outing with my collegues yesterday night but i didnt go.
They wanted to meet for drink, food and there club.

It was late nite, there was thunderstorm, I had no bus, I had to work in the morning and I was lazy to go.

Now my manager is upset with me.

Pity me

Thai food

Last tuesday, I went to Galae Thai Restaurant with Ken. We went before my class. The restaurant serves, of course, Thai food and sushi. I do like the deco in the restaurant. The furniture are made of wood and there alot of sculpture. Just like the one in Thailand. I found a picture of the restaurant.

This is the view from the enterence of the restaurant.

And this is at the bar counter.

I had Pad Thai with chicken - Fried Rice noodle with chicken (thai style). There's .. ermm let me think... bean sprout (forget to tell them i dont want that), chicken, lime, egg and some kind of vege i dont know what. then on top of the noodle, they spread peanut. The noodle tasted sweet despite of me asking them to make it extra spicy.

Pad thai. It's taste delicious than it looks. O actually... i dont know if it is the noodle or it was me who was hungry. hahaha... seriously.. if you like your noodle to be sweet - you'll like it. no harm for a change.

I was already late for class. Decided to make a move. Ken walked me to my classroom not to school but to the classroom. (if you guys do this, girls will appreciate you more.) Half an hour late but the prof was not there yet. Prof arrived about 5 min later and class started.

A food for Thought

I want to share 2 today.


" Your pain: only you, yourself can understand. When your understanding meets pain it will be a voice that keeps you going." Written in 2008 by Von T.



"When things go wrong we assume the worst. But if you look closely, our broken dreams make up the bigger picture." Copyright © 2008 Kathlin L. Panteah

Announcement

I hate it when people tell me that i have to lose weight or i have to exercise or ask me what my weight is or tell me i have to go jogging or .......

I know i'm BIG!! What's your problem mann..?

For all that have tell or remind me that, I thank you for you're advise and concern. But i need nobody to tell me what to do.

I know and realise that i have to do something AND I'll do it when i want to do it.

That's all i want to say.

First Pay Cheque

I got my first pay cheque last friday. Yahooooo..... AT LAST!

I waited 2 months for it. I was totally broke by then and i didnt want to use my saving. I've never reached this stage in my life. O actually, i have..... but i had my mum. She was my ATM. hahaha... I don't have her here.

This is what happen when you're by yourself. Difficult to seek for help.

Anyway, it's a lesson to be learn.

O ya... i know you must be thinking, the 2 months pay i got must be alot, right? And, If that is i then I have to tell you.. you're absolutely WRONG! I had to pay tax and the deduction was alot.

haizz... no shopping this month.

School update - Summer

Computer Ethics class is boring. Class is once every two weeks. One week in class and one week online/ self study. The whole class like this way of learning simply because it save them gas and as for me, i don't have to bother people to ask for a ride. Gas has really impact everyone hasn't it.

My classmate and the professor are helpful. But the only thing which is bothering me is the book.
I don't like the book. It's all words. Every page is words. Why can't they put picture or cartoon or design or whatever pattern to accompany with the content. Haizz....i have to do the 'drawing' and the sketching and the scribbling to make the page more lively. hahaha

Gosh... I don't know how student esp those whose studying law, management, economic, and etc have to face books that are without graphic.

O ya.. talking about ethics. I think i want to study Patent Law, Trademark and Copyright. Any lawyer or future lawyer reading this... give me your thoughts. And by the way, i guess the book will be all words, right? Mannn....

Database class - I am lost!! This is already the 4th week and i dont know what is happening. however, i do know that i need to do a database project but i dont know what is needed, how to go about doing it, how to bla bla bla... the professor is not helpful at all. This is my disaster class for the quater. that's it.. i'm talking no more about this.

Sociology class - i prefer doing psychology than sociology.
Sociology just put me to sleep but at the same time, doing this class makes me realize about the thing happening around the world. Erm.. I don't read the paper or watch the news maybe that is one of the minus point to why i don't like sociology.

Eh... there isnt any class i enjoy??? There is a problem here!!! I've got to change!

Next week, is the mid term.. wish me luck!

.....

It's been a long time since I write something. And I don't know what to write or where to start.

Lalalalala....lalalalalala.....

Let me think. When i get something, I'll post.

Have we ever thought of this

Three things in life once gone never come back........
1. Words. 2. Opportunity. 3. Time.

Three things in life are never sure.
1. Dreams. 2. Success. 3. Fortune.

Three things in life that make you a great person.
1. Hard Work. 2. Sincerity. 3. Success.

Three things in life are most valuable..
1. Love. 2. Self respect. 3. Friends.

Three things in life must not be lost....
1. Peace 2. Hope 3. Honesty.

Three things in life that destroy a person...
1. Greed. 2. Pride. 3. Anger.

Let's think about it

Independence day

I just got back from the firework at memorial.

I was there early; around 5 pm i guess. i sat directly facing the memorial - at Jefferson Memorial. Sadly, it was raining.

I did had a great time though.

The firework was nice. I did try to snap a few shots but unfortunately being an unprofessional photographer and normally being the one in the picture not holding the camera the shot came out to be horrible. Nevertheless, when i got them up i'll share them with you.

that's all for now. i need to sleep.

Food for thought

Winning isn't everything, but wanting to win is.



Vince Lombardi

Got it back

finally, budget was approved and i am able to work again. i got start today.
at least now, i dont have to be at home feeling restless.

But i still dont understand why i have to work at the academic department. haizz... looks like i cannot be fussy and have to accept it as it is.

Summer Goals.

Let's work towards this.

Note to myself - *MUST SET REALISTIC AND ACHIEVABLE GOALS*

1. Straight As for my summer module

2. Get a learner's permit

3. Apply for a new school

4. Shop for myself. I want 2 pants, 5 shirt and tshirt, a belt and a pair of shoes)

5. Lose 20 pound. (Again... not sure abt this.)

6. Get a BF. must be a white (hahahaha - perasan)

Question: Are these realistic and achievable goals? Ermm.. look like they are eh.. except for the last one. we'll see.

Recap on spring goal

Look's like i have neglect this for a while. Let's do a recap on my spring goals.

Below in black was my goal for spring and in blue the respond to the goal.

1. Get A's for my spring module
Yes, i achieve this. I got straight A for all my spring module.

2. Get a job
Yes, i achieve this. I'm working now. crazy but i am still doing good.

3. Lose 20 pound - this is the one of my goal that i never achive. hihihi...
told ya.. this is hard to achieve. man.... sadly no progress

4. To create a daily time-table and follow what i've plan.
i have been thinking about it but i have never put it in black and white.

so shall we do continue with the summer goal. i think i should. ok... i'll think of what my goal this quater will be...

first week of summer class

1/7 (tuesday)

Summer class started on monday. so fast!!! it was only one week break between the spring and summer.

anyway, i had sociology and comp ethics on monday and database on tuesday. the prof i have this quater is wonderful. so far so good. i have already started having homework and proj for my computer classes. crazy! thought that it's the summer... we are able to relax abit... haizz....

till then.. update again.

No Comp

26 June.

Kala found herself a new work. This job requires her to use her own computer. And this computer which i am using is the only com availabe. Furthermore, this is hers. She will have to take it with her.

I have got no com now. Uweekkkkkk...... She told me that i can use the comp in school if i need to else get one on my own.

Arrggg..... Computer is one of the important thing in my life. without it I feel lost. I just dont know what to do. I dont know if you understand what I am trying to say or feel what im feeling.

I got nothing to say.

How ??

25 June (Wed)

My manager told me not to come to work for the time being. The school didn't get any approval from the Head Dean plus they didnt had enough budget. That was their excuse.

CRAZY.!!!!!!

This is so miserable....

What should i do..?

A day after exam ends

22 June (sunday)

I went to Potomac River. Had a stroll along the river. The river has a beautiful sceneric view. You're able to see the airport from the river. Airplane depart and land, people fishing.....

I didnt had my camera with me. If not, i would have taken a few picture of the place. Maybe someother time.

After that, I went Philadelphia Cheesesteak Factory in Georgetown.

They got nice food. I had Fish Cutlet Hoagie. It's Fried and breaded flounder fish served with lettuce, tomatoes, pickles and mayo. And i had fries and lemonade to go with it.

Over

21 June (Saturday)

I feel so free. Exam is over. I'm rreeeeelieve... :D

It's only one week before the summer quater start. Too fast. Not enough.

Well anyway .....

What do you call this??

ONE] Who do you wish you could start over with?: my exbf. he's married now.

[Two] Where was your default pic taken?: what default picture????

[Three] Have you ever dyed your hair?: nope

[Four] Your current relationship status?: single

[Five] Does your crush like you back?: erkk... do i hv one?? no i guess

[Six] What is your current mood?: confused

[Seven] What's your dads name?:

[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?: dark blue

[Nine] What was the last thing you drank?: plain water

[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?: definately. there is alot of things i want to change.

[Eleven] Have a crazy side?: sometimes.

[Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? never. hope not.

[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?: hahaha.. on the net. chatting [Fourteen] Angry at anyone?: currently... nope

[Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody right now?: yes.

[Seventeen] When was the last time you cried?: i dont remember. i cried alot

[eighteen] Why did you cry?: miss someone i guess.

[Nineteen]Favorite flavor of ice cream?: chocolate chips

[Twenty] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: ~~

[Twenty-one] What do you usually order from Starbucks?: rhumba frapucino

[Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret?: it will remain a secret. hahaha

[Twenty-three] Where is your last ex?: no idea

[Twenty-four] Would you ever take them back?: who them?? what them??

[Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?: yes.. i like spongebob :D

[Twenty-six] What are u drinkin right now?: plain water.

[Twenty-seven] Do you speak any other language?: yes.

[Twenty-nine] Describe your life?: plain and boring. i need some spice.

[Thirty] Have you ever kissed in the rain?: nope

[Thirty one] Do you like the rain?: only when i'm indoor. It's nice to be sleeping when its raining.

[Thirty-two] What are you thinking about right now?: my maths final tomorrow

[Thirty-three] What should you be doing right now?: updating my blog. hahaha

[Thirty-five] What are you listening to?: do i ever cross you mind

[Thirty-six] Who was the last person you told i love you to and meant it?: erkkk.... i think my mum.

[Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?: black

[Forty] Who was the last person to make you smile?: my prof

[Forty-one] Who was your last text from ?: peter

Psychology Final

It's the final.

I didn't really study for it. Had only studied the study sheet. Luckly, I was able to answer most of the questions. But not too sure if I can get A for it.

Anyway, Prof gave me some notes to read. It's regarding Time Management. I had talked to him previously regarding that topic. It was nice of him to do some research and share with me what he had found. I wasnt expecting him to do that for me either.

He said "The only reason I am giving this to you is that i know you going to make full use of it". I had a big smile on my face. i aint gonna lie.. i was proud. hahaha

Anyway, got to study for Maths now.

till then

hAppY BiRtHdAy.....

It's my birthday!!!!!

Message from Mami...

"hello de,
how are your getting on? I'm hopr fine.
mami ucap kan semoga panjang umur, skolah rajin2
semoga membawa kejayaan di dunia dan akhirat
Happy Birth day to you"

Message from Mama and family..

Message from KJ.....

Message from nani...

"ah hari nie qis nye birthday. nani masak mcm2 ah. ada dhall campor ,aloo bartah.n capati. tapi qis tak de."

alahai sedih jer bunyi dia hehe....

Message from KC...

No msg from KC. We had chinese food for dinner. Anyway, thanks kala.

o ya.. one more thing. every year without fail, i will have a birthday cake. unfortunately not this year.

So i guess i have to have an imaginary cake

Nothing Much

I had not been writing anything much these day. I have been very busy. No time for myself now. Busy with work most of the time.

Exam next week. Haizz.. i dont know what it is gonna be like. I dont know if i am able to maintain my GPA.

o ya... im addicted to starbuck coffee. i dont know why. i talk about it some other time.

got to do my homework now.

update u folks again.

Anything Productive today

Friday, 30th May

This week past by real fast. It's already friday.

Statistic class was cancle. Yippy......

Plan for the day was to open an account, do laundry and make an ID. I had plan this on Thursday night.

Guess what i did when i wake up.

Erm.. you may have guess it correctly. I was chatting. Chat from 7 to 11 am. (haizz waste time....)

Had a shower and my so called breakfast and then did my laundry. The laundry basket was full with 1 week's clothes. hmmm....

Got ready to leave the house. But.... i was thinking ... " I'll be hungry when i reach home. And MA will want to eat." ala... so put my bag down, take off my jacket and start cooking. I cooked chicken curry... yum yumm....

Was only able to leave at 2.30 pm and I got to the place to make id at 3.30pm. The line was long. I hate to wait. hmm... when it was my turn... my application for the id was rejected. wa..... so angry. reason being the letter from school was not proper. damn.... bl**** ***. There was nothing wrong actually. I have got all the documentation. It was just that they lazy to do work that's why they rejected my application. Waste my time only. I had to wait like one and a half hour. Man... i could do more at home and also was my journey only. Stupid ....

I then walk around the mall. and went starbuck bought caramel frappucino. and cinnabon..

when home. reach at 7. the bank is already close. dang....

So guess what anything productive? Certainly NO.

First Day of Work

Tuesday, 27th May

Finally, I can start working. It's my first day. It was delayed for 1 week.

Anyway, I started at 10 am today. Nothing much, i'm on training. Showed me around and everything. Then sit down and do nothing.


My manager called me a few minutes later to help her do something. And you know help her with what?? FILING..... !!! of all work she gave me filing. I hate to do filing. Haizz.. no choice.

I finish work at 3.30 pm and Fadi fetch me up from school. Normally on tuesday we will be meeting up to do mgt homework together. But not today - we didnt had any to do because of the holiday on saturday. But still he had his database homework to do. So went to alexandria and waited for him to finish his school work.


We went to a turkish restaurant. Lebnan Zaman in Tyson corner. Good food.
Had Hummos (chick peas, pureed, tahini, leon juice and garlic) - i dont like this one and also had mixed grill (combination of chicken, lamb and beef served with rice, salad and pita bread) - i like this one.

I was stuffed by then.


It was late. He sent me home.


What i want to say about him is.. he is weird today.

Thats all. Im tired

Listen to this

This is a nice song. Even if you do not understand what she is singing. Just follow the translated verse, listen to the music and feel the music. hehehe...



There isn't any woman who want or even like to be share.

A day out - Alone

Sunday, 25th May

Got a call from Rangga. Asking if we could meet. I said ok. I have got 30 min before the bus arrived; if i miss this bus, i got to wait an hour for the next one. Got prepared in 10 min (this is the fastest i ever taken to get ready) and left home.

Only when i was on the bus, i received another call telling me that our meeting was cancel. Blood shot up to my head. I was very2 angry. I didnt hear any explaination - just hang up the phone.

Ii was almost reaching the train station and I didnt want be home yet.

I made a quick decision and decided to go to the mall nearby - all by myself. That's the first time i'm by myself here. Went starbuck and got myself a 'Starbucks Doubleshot on Ice Beverage'. Not nice. Only the name sounded nice. Let me show you the picture.

Fresh shots of espresso hand shaken with classic syrup & ice, finished with 2% milk.



Only recomended for true cold coffee lover.

Then walk around the mall. In and out of the shops. Looked at clothes, make-up, fragrance, flowers, home deco, shoes, lalalala bla bla bla and the list goes on....

When i was at the shoe shop. One of the shoe caught my attention (hihihi). And since i dont have any casual ladies shoe.. so i got them. Show u the picture.




Nice? What you think of it?








After walking for few hours, I was hungry so got a piece of cheese pizza - a big triangle portion.

And got home.

I was out from 1 to 7 pm. And I enjoyed myself but thinking about the called off .. made me mad. arggg.... whatever la.

My fren explained to me the next day. Since he was a new fren i forgive him. if not... i can go on sulky for days days n days. hehhe...

Another boring Day

Saturday, 24th May.


Was so bored at home. We weren't in talking terms. So decided to go.. library. I spent half of my day there. From 11 am to 4.30 pm. Can you imagine.

Find books, browse through the books, write down what i find interesting and wait for the time to past.

This was the only time that i want it to past fast.. but it was moving really slow.. damn....

Mann..... Not Again!!

Again..... in our own space. No words. Just one question and one answer thats it. Arggg.......

I think i have to quit chatting. Should I? That's the cause actually.

Haizz....

Can i Have these?

Can someone send me or make me these.....

Weekly Vocab - 2

5/11 - inhabited: having inhabitants; occupied; lived in or one

5/12 - perceive: to become aware of, know, or identify by means of the senses

5/13 - ambivalent: the coexistence within an individual of positive and negative feelings toward the same person, object, or action, simultaneously drawing him or her in opposite directions. (in Psy)

5/14 - cognition: the act or process of knowing; perception

5/15 - democracy: a state having such a form of government

5/16 - prejudice: unreasonable feelings, opinions, or attitudes, esp. of a hostile nature, regarding a racial, religious, or national group.

5/17 - constructive: Serving to improve or advance; helpful: constructive criticism

Study/Eat

I went to do homework with Fred yesterday. He picked me up at Rosslyn and went to Ballston mall. The same place. hehehe... panera bread.

We didnt stayed long. We had done most of the question by ourselves and then we go through with each other. This time was better than the last time. We only spent like perhaps 3 hrs.

After that, we went to have lunch/dinner at Georgetown. I loooovveeee georgetown. Place for youngster. alot of boutique but i wasnt able to shop. sobb sobb....

Anyway, we went Kavanagh's Pizza Pub. An Italian restaurant/pub. We had Sauteed Shrimp and Margherita Pizza. I love the Sauteed shrimp.. it's delicious. I still have the taste of the Shauteed shrimp in my mouth when i'm talking about it... hehehe.... It's slice of toast french
bread spread with butter with sprinkle of chopped onion and shrimp of the toast. I think thats all for the ingredient. It's fresh shrimp. Taste good. I dont really like the pizza so much. It was ok.... It's pizza spread with tomato paste and different types of cheese.

Let me show what i eat. ala..... there isnt picture of the food. But there's the pic of the place.

Main Street.

That's where I sat..

Recovery day

Sunday was a happy day.

When grocery shopping in the morning. From halal meat shop till walmart.

Then at night, MA slept in my bed. She started to talk to me. yepeeyyy .....

This was the longest that she didnt talked to me. i think it was 2 weeks.

Haizz.... please dont let this happen again.

Food for thought

The more you reason the less you create.
Raymond Chandler

so people... stop giving excuses... :D

Mid Term Result...

Whoo Huuu..... Very happy with my result.

I got full perfecto marks for psychology. yehaaa.... very2 happy. now got to focus for the field trip next week. this is serious.

I got 91 for maths quiz. I fought for my marks.. hahaha... whatever it is that was just a quiz.
the mid term is next week. hope i do well for it. probability is gonna be tested.. aiyaaaaaa.....
anyway!

i got 41/50 for management science. not bad huh.. for someone who didnt study. But no more playing a fool.

Another one

One more creative drawing. O ya by the way, that's me by the seaside... hahaha....

Thanks eh.

haizzz

Who created probability?

I dislike it!!!!!!!!!

arrrrggg...... o man.......

Look at this

Isn't it lovely..















Thank you very much. I didnt know there's the artistic side of you till today.

Appreciate it.

Weekly Vocab - 1

I know i missed this for a few week. I got to keep the pace up man. ok..i try not to miss any again..

English

5/4 - favourable: encouraging or approving or pleasing

5/5 - deprived: lacking the necessities of life

5/6 - quandary: a state of difficuly or perplexity, doubt or uncertainty

5/7 - choler: anger

5/8 - hypothesis: a preposition assumed as a premise on an argument (in logic)

5/9 - intrinsically: Of or relating to the essential nature of a thing; inherent

5/10 - acumen: Quickness of perception or discernment; shrewdness shown by keen insight

Mid Term update

I didnt really study well for my mid term this semester. However, I did try my very best to do the exam...

Psychology
I knew this was going to be tuff. the prof did mention in the first class that he do not give A's. Anyway, the question wasnt that difficult. plus this was open notes. I have got all my notes for the required chapters. It was just about putting in extra details and personal experience. Hope i do good in this one.

Statistic
There wasnt any mid term for statistic. mid term gonna be like 2 week time. we had a quiz instead. As usual, the prof gave us the quiz and he left the class. I took the opportunity to peek at my notes for formula. hahaha.... my classmate was like going around asking for answer. it was more like a team discussion. o please.. i am sure you would do the same. eventhough it is 10% of the final grade.

Management Science
This is the one that i most worried about. And i didnt really study for this one. I only read like 2 chapters out of the 4 tested chapters. and that was a very last minute study. i did the study on my way to school. that's bad. dont follow my example. hahah... the question were directly from the notes. i know some and some i dont. i just hope i did good for this one.

let you know when the result are out. till then

Cool terms Again

It has been almost 2 weeks since me and MA been in cool terms again. Always like that. I am sick and tired of this. I am so by myself. If i have my family, i wont be feeling this way. this is what happen when you stay with an outsider.

I think she find me a pest when i sit in the living room watching tv so i rather stay in my room. Luckly i have my comp to keep me accompany. if not i be bored to death!

how long will this go on? why is it always like this?

God knows...

Happy Mother's Day

I had never celebrated mother's day nor had ever say thank you to my mum wheneven she done something special for me. Always wanted to say but it just could not come out of my mouth. My mum always get eveything and anything I want - never realise that initially.

Especially, now being away from her.. make me realise how important she is. And realise how much she had done for me.

I am sure you would also be realising things you mum did esp when your away.

Whatever it is, Mum... thank you for everything that you have done for me - i know i ever gonna thank you enough. Eventhough i never say it. I'm sure you know I'm thankful. Happy Mother's Day. I really miss you.

And i miss my granny also...

Happy Mother's Day not only to my mum but also to all mum out there.

sob..sob....

Food for Thought

When you expect success, your mind focuses on success

Mid Term (Spring)

8th May is the starting of my Mid term examination. Eventhough i've got only 3 paper - I'm seriously not prepared for any yet. I'm scared. I have to get A. I have to start now!!!

Will always need you to pray for my success.

I need motivation :(

Job Interview - Lab Tech (Final)

Hye.. was suppose to update yesterday. Anyway, the interview yesterday when smoothly. It was with the dean, the lab tech manager and the finance manager.

They asked me some techincal stuff and also about my past education. Next, told me to come the next day (which is today) to take a practical test. Haizz.. (i know) so many test.

The test today was simple. To log in to the computer, type in your name and print it out. Haha... certainly there's a catch. The cable were not attached plus the driver for the mouse was not installed. It took me appx 10 min to finish my task.

Later that afternoon, i received a call from the lab tech manager telling me that i've got the job. Huhuhuuu..... alhamdulilah. I am very happy.

Thanks to you who have pray for me.

Studying With Fred

Meet Fred at Arlington around 1.30pm and went to Panera Bread. Intention of the meet was to do our Management homework together. Started doing around 15 mins past 2 and continue working till about 6 pm. Had some pastry and some talk. Left the place about 7pm

Last night, he said that he was going to send me home. therefore, i assumed that he was going to send me. In the car, he ask me where do i want him to drop me? I was angry and upset. It was going to get dark by that time. I just told him anyway that's convience.

Thank god. He got to the wrong direction and open his heart to send me home.

I'm glad he did send me. He is for sure going to be very tired by the time he reach home. It's is a long drive home from my place. Hopefully, he did all that sincerely.

Job Interview - Lab Tech (2)

I received another called from the school this afternoon asking me to come for a 2nd interview. I am very excited. There's chances that i might be able to get the job. This time the interview is with the dean. Hope that everything is going to go smoothly.

Pray for me. I will update you guys again after the interview.

To be continue ....

Food For Thought

Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out.

Robert Collier

Miss My Place of Hang Out

Esplanade


Usually hang out there with my poly mate. The star gazing, light breeze, talking and laughing.












By Day

By Night

Module update

Statistic
I like math but i dont like the teacher as much as i like the subject. He leaves class whenever he gives us a problem to solve. Talk to much that i don't even know what i need to know. Guess just need to read the book and practise.

Management Science
I dont understand what he is teaching. He talks too fast. He always say "you have to read the book. The book is self explainatory." Like Duh !!!

Psychology
Haizz.... I'm LOST!!

oo man :( uweekkkk. Help! Help! Help!

Mid term is in 2 week and i have alot to catch up. I have to stress myself now!!!!!

Job Interview - Lab Tech

I receive a call on Wednesday to come for an interview. Had it arranged for friday at 11am. That caller didnt even tell me what position or to meet her. Whatever it was, i was excited and positive that i was going to get the job.

Came friday, I went to all the offices to find if they had arranged any interview for me. After investigating, it was the lab tech who had made that call last wednesday. I was even excited coz of the position.

Had the interview and told me that she will give me a call on Monday after discussing with the Dean. That is only if I get the job. Now, I'm not sure if I'm going to get the job.

Please guys wish me good luck and do pray for me too.

Food for thought..

I hear and I forget.
I see and I believe.
I do and I understand.

Confucius (551-479 BC)

Think about this...

Let's discuss


"Behaviour can be inherited or due to the enviroment."

Which is Which ?? Is it inherited or due to the enviroment.

Missing you

I got these from someone today. Lovely. Thank you for always having me in your mind and trying to everytime put a smile on my face. You're sweet.

I miss you too...

Weekly Vocabulary - 3

In English

4/13 - hellion: A mischievous, troublesome or unruly person

4/14 - pin money: An allowance given by a husband to his wife for private and personal expenditure

4/15 - confounding: To cause to become confused or perplexed

4/16 -degage: Showing lack of emotional involvement

4/17 - craven: Characterized by abject fear; cowardly

4/18 - mutation: The act or process of changing

4/19 - cathexis: Concentration of emotional energy on an object or idea.

can i be excuse for the one in spanish :">

Had a late night

I slept late yesterday. I was doing my math assignment and at the same time i was chatting.
I managed to finish my assignment except for 2 question. I went off to bed about 1 am.

It had been long since i slept late. I was sleepy earlier today though.

This quater, the prof are giving us homework. last quater i didnt had any to do. I have to step it up now.

Cool terms

MA and I are on cool terms again. Haizzz...... i knew that was coming sooner or later. We had been good after the last incident - me not looking for job; having no income. Now, i think maybe because I'm not managing my time right - too much time spend on the computer. perhaps.

It took quiet long before we were back laughing. Not sure how long it will take this time.

I hope real soon. Pray for me.

Nasi Ayam

Saya teringin nak makan Nasi Ayam. Ape2 nasi ayam pun tak ape la janji nasi ayam.
(I am craving for Chicken rice)

Ada tak sesiapa yang sudi masak kan atau antarkan kepada saya ?? :(
(Is there any one who's able to cook for me or send me.... ??? )

Yummm .... Yummmmm ... meleleh air liuh saya .....

Nasi Ayam Penyet

Nasi Ayam

Resipi-nya

Nasi ayam madu
Bahan-bahan ( 2 orang )
2 cawan beras
1/4 bawang besar
2 sudu mentega
sehelai daun pandan
2 kiub ayam
madu
kicap pekat
1/2 ekor ayam
1 sup bunjut adabi
sos tiram
1/2 sudu serbuk lada putih
1/2 inci halia
3 ulas bawang putih

[hiasan]
daun bawang
daun sup
bawang goreng
daun salad/timun

Cara-cara
Bersih ayam. Potong ikut suka
Tumbuk bawang putih dan halia. Tumis dengan sedikit minyak sehingga bawang jadi perang
Masukkan air, ayam, sup bunjut dan kiub ayam. Masaklah sehingga ayam masak
Untuk masak nasi, bersihkan beras. Ambik 2 cawan sup ayam tadi untuk masak nasi. Masukkan daun pandan. Masak seperti biasa.
Keluarkan ayam. Perapkan dengan madu, sos tiram dan kicap. Goreng dengan minyak penuh
Untuk sos kicap. Mayang bawang putih. Tumiskan sehingga naik bau. Masukkan kicap dan sedikit sup ayam tadi

resipi diambil dari resipi.com

Let me know if you need the recipe to be translate.

What can i say abt women

There is this crazy women who send me messages and start questioning my relationship with this friend of mine. this friend of mine is a guy. He's a close friend of mine.

She ask what's the relationship i have with him. Like duh...... if you really want to know why dont you ask him yourself. I didnt tell her either. She was too rude. I didn't like it.

In general .... this is women - always react based on emotion. Make judgement also based on emotion. That is why women seldom make a good decision. haizz....

Unfortunatelly, I am in the category of women :( so disappointing.... that's the ugly side of women.

Library

For the first time since I'm here, i went to the library which is about 10 min walk from home. It's so near, past by it everytime but never been there. hahaha.... Not that i don't have the chance to go.... maybe it's just because of the "L" sickness.

Initially, i wanted to go to the school library to see if i could find the psy book. I won't have mine till friday and i'll need it tomorrow. hmmm... I'm going to school early tomorrow. Hopefully i can find the book.

Ok back to the story regarding the nearby library.

I asked Kala if I could go then she said that she would want to come along. I just wanted to see what the library is like. There is always many people who visits the library everyday. For sure, there must be something interesting.

Well, a library is still a library. But there's lot of good books though and it's well organised. I could easily get the books that I wanted. There isn't many books on computer - that's the sad part. looks like if I need any information .... school library or the web will be the best source.

Nevertheless, I borrowed 3 books; learning chinese, time management and a Psy book. But... i have not start reading any of it yet. I've to make sure i start soon. haha...

ok for now.

Birthday Ayah

Semalam birthday ayah. Happy birthday ayah.

Selalunye kita buat ape eh. Hmmm.... o ya... kita gi makan seafood. hahaha... i miss eating seafood.

Berbual ngn mami semlm. Dia ckp baby belanja makan.. waaaaa.... tak ingat kat kita. Baby beli spring chicken 511 and satay. alahai.. meleleh air liuh. teringin la plk makan satay.. haizzz...
ada ke patut... mami suruh kita amik bau saje... ish ish ish smp hati betul.

Hahaha..... walauapepun, semoga panjang umo dan sihat sentiasa ayah.

saya rindu semua.

Books

huhu.... I've got my books yesterday. at last i don't have to think about it. I am only going to get it on Friday.

I need the book on thursday :(

Looks like i need to go to the library to borrow. :) Think positive.... hahaha....

By the way, thanks kala....

Think about this/ Fikirkan la

Let share....

"If you have to choose any of your senses to give up which will it be and why?"

"Jika anda perlu menyerah satu antara pancaindera anda, apekah ia dan kenapa?"

"si usted tiene que elegir cualquiera de sus sentidos de dar para arriba que sean y de porqué?"

That was being asked during my psychology class. Till now, I still don't know what it will be??
o man... i need all my sense...

Management Science Class

I think i was 5 min late for the management science class on Saturday. The class was empty. I thought that everyone was going to be late. Then came a guy who told me there was a change in class. hmmm... i wasnt the first to arrive.. kuang3

I went to the destinated class and i was intimidated when i walk in. The first three rows were occupied and all off them were guys!!! i wondered if i was going to be the only girl. In the middle of the class, total 4 girls came... pheww.... at that moment i know im not going to be only one. Well, it's not unusual to have a few or even only 1 girl in a computer class.

I didnt really like the first class though..... boring. Maybe because i didnt read up before the class. or maybe it was just me. hmm.. whatever it was hope it's gonna get better.

~I made no friend.

Weekly Vocabulary - 2

In English

4/6 - importunate - troublesomely urgent, overly persistent in request or demand.

4/7 - abulia - loss or impairment of the ability to act or to make decisions

4/8 - pugnacious - inclined to fight; combative; quarrelsome

4/9 - afflatus - a divine imparting of knowledge; inspiration

4/10 - penury - extreme want or poverty; destitution;; pauperization

4/11 - optimization - making the best of anything; the condition of being optimized

4/12 - feasible - capable of being done, effected, or accomplished

opps... i don't have any in spanish this week. i'll hv it next week ;)

Kekasih Gelapku - Ungu

someone shared this song with me and i love it...

Enjoy



Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ooh...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Food for thought

A day wasted on others is not wasted on one's self. Charles Dickens

Goal for Spring

I didnt have any goal for winter. I'll have one for Spring.

I dont really like having goal cause i dont think i really stive to have it achive. But this time I'm gonna make sure i work for it.

the list goes like this:

1. Get A's for my spring module
2. Get a job
3. Lose 20 pound - this is the one of my goal that i never achive. hihihi...
4. To create a daily time-table and follow what i've plan.

That's all i have in mind now... put it in if i have some more.

First Psychology Class - P2

This response to the entry on First Psy Class - 1

Initially, class starts at 1 pm then it was changed to 12 noon. Prof didnt start till it was 1pm and yes indeed, more people started coming in at 1pm. those people dont know how to check is it..!!!

My Prof is a tall white man. Tall meaning really, really tall. He's 60 yrs old but doesnt look like one. Maybe because of his military background. He doesn't look friendly. I'm scared.. hahaha

Well, i didnt really like the class. And that's as expected. It normally happen to me during the first class. For this class, i'm a bit cautious of what i say and how i act in class. I'm sure you would know why.

I hope that I'll be more comfortable and this gonna be easy for me. And I'll get an A for this class.

Friends for this class, 2 of them from my previous english class. there dont seem to be anyone that i think i can click with at this moment. we'll see how later. keep u posted.

Entah Kenapa

Hari nie kul 5 pg dah bgn dan tak bole nak tido balik :( tah knp...... mungkin banyak yg difirkirkan. tapi ape yg aku fikirkan ah... ??? haizzz....... pelik la...

ni la yg mungkin i pikirkan....

1. mcm mana nak beli buku.
2. susah nye class psy tu
3. mcm mana plk class yg lain eh
4. tak tau mcm mn nk gtau dia

Gardening

I did gardening yesterday. Actually for the past two day!

O man... i didnt know it can be so tiring. Well, it's my first time - what can i say. I didnt have to do that back home. It's something different and i dont mind it at all actually. I'll post pictures when the plants bloom some time later.

First Psychology Class - P1

Today is my first class for the spring quater. It's an afternoon class. I'm all excited and at the same time worried. Not sure what my classmate will be like. Will i like the lecturer? We'll see. I let you know about it tonight.

See ya then..

Ketulusan Hati

I didnt know my boyfriend has a new song. Just got to know about it yesterday. (mcm ketinggalan plk). I really like the song. Sharing it with ya all so ENJOY...





Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Cintaku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya

Apa yg kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau dengarkan kasihku

*
Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
Hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu
Selalu

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Tak ada seribu janji
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya

Apa yg kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau dengarkan kasihku

(Repeat *)

Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau dengarkan kasihku
Oooo

(Repeat *)

My Weekly Vocabulary - 1

In English

4/3 discerrible - capable of being seen or noticed
synonyms - evident, observable

4/4 ostentation - pretentious display meant to impress others; boastful showiness
synonyms - arrogance, aloofness

4/5 garrulous - talkative, wordy
synonyms - "loose tongued", chatty cathy, gassy, babbling

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In Spanish

4/3 hambre - hungry
eg: Tenía mucha hambre (I was very hungry)

4/4 locura - madness, insanity
eg: No hagas locura (Don't do anything crazy or stupid)

4/5 habitación - room, bedroom
eg: Esta es mi habitación (This is my bedroom)

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WhaT | DiD TodaY

hmmm... i'm not sure either. o ya.... im passing time watching movie and chatting with friends online.

Spring break is over and school is starting on Monday. I am so looking forward for it. Hope i'm able to get to more frens this time. talk about it again.

that all for now.

My First Blog

hari nie saya berjinak2 tuk berblog. kolot kan saya nie... org dah mula berblog nie berzaman2 yang lalu. walauapepun beri la saya semangat tuk terus berblogging....