No Comp

26 June.

Kala found herself a new work. This job requires her to use her own computer. And this computer which i am using is the only com availabe. Furthermore, this is hers. She will have to take it with her.

I have got no com now. Uweekkkkkk...... She told me that i can use the comp in school if i need to else get one on my own.

Arrggg..... Computer is one of the important thing in my life. without it I feel lost. I just dont know what to do. I dont know if you understand what I am trying to say or feel what im feeling.

I got nothing to say.

How ??

25 June (Wed)

My manager told me not to come to work for the time being. The school didn't get any approval from the Head Dean plus they didnt had enough budget. That was their excuse.

CRAZY.!!!!!!

This is so miserable....

What should i do..?

A day after exam ends

22 June (sunday)

I went to Potomac River. Had a stroll along the river. The river has a beautiful sceneric view. You're able to see the airport from the river. Airplane depart and land, people fishing.....

I didnt had my camera with me. If not, i would have taken a few picture of the place. Maybe someother time.

After that, I went Philadelphia Cheesesteak Factory in Georgetown.

They got nice food. I had Fish Cutlet Hoagie. It's Fried and breaded flounder fish served with lettuce, tomatoes, pickles and mayo. And i had fries and lemonade to go with it.

Over

21 June (Saturday)

I feel so free. Exam is over. I'm rreeeeelieve... :D

It's only one week before the summer quater start. Too fast. Not enough.

Well anyway .....

What do you call this??

ONE] Who do you wish you could start over with?: my exbf. he's married now.

[Two] Where was your default pic taken?: what default picture????

[Three] Have you ever dyed your hair?: nope

[Four] Your current relationship status?: single

[Five] Does your crush like you back?: erkk... do i hv one?? no i guess

[Six] What is your current mood?: confused

[Seven] What's your dads name?:

[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?: dark blue

[Nine] What was the last thing you drank?: plain water

[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?: definately. there is alot of things i want to change.

[Eleven] Have a crazy side?: sometimes.

[Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? never. hope not.

[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?: hahaha.. on the net. chatting [Fourteen] Angry at anyone?: currently... nope

[Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody right now?: yes.

[Seventeen] When was the last time you cried?: i dont remember. i cried alot

[eighteen] Why did you cry?: miss someone i guess.

[Nineteen]Favorite flavor of ice cream?: chocolate chips

[Twenty] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: ~~

[Twenty-one] What do you usually order from Starbucks?: rhumba frapucino

[Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret?: it will remain a secret. hahaha

[Twenty-three] Where is your last ex?: no idea

[Twenty-four] Would you ever take them back?: who them?? what them??

[Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?: yes.. i like spongebob :D

[Twenty-six] What are u drinkin right now?: plain water.

[Twenty-seven] Do you speak any other language?: yes.

[Twenty-nine] Describe your life?: plain and boring. i need some spice.

[Thirty] Have you ever kissed in the rain?: nope

[Thirty one] Do you like the rain?: only when i'm indoor. It's nice to be sleeping when its raining.

[Thirty-two] What are you thinking about right now?: my maths final tomorrow

[Thirty-three] What should you be doing right now?: updating my blog. hahaha

[Thirty-five] What are you listening to?: do i ever cross you mind

[Thirty-six] Who was the last person you told i love you to and meant it?: erkkk.... i think my mum.

[Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?: black

[Forty] Who was the last person to make you smile?: my prof

[Forty-one] Who was your last text from ?: peter

Psychology Final

It's the final.

I didn't really study for it. Had only studied the study sheet. Luckly, I was able to answer most of the questions. But not too sure if I can get A for it.

Anyway, Prof gave me some notes to read. It's regarding Time Management. I had talked to him previously regarding that topic. It was nice of him to do some research and share with me what he had found. I wasnt expecting him to do that for me either.

He said "The only reason I am giving this to you is that i know you going to make full use of it". I had a big smile on my face. i aint gonna lie.. i was proud. hahaha

Anyway, got to study for Maths now.

till then

hAppY BiRtHdAy.....

It's my birthday!!!!!

Message from Mami...

"hello de,
how are your getting on? I'm hopr fine.
mami ucap kan semoga panjang umur, skolah rajin2
semoga membawa kejayaan di dunia dan akhirat
Happy Birth day to you"

Message from Mama and family..

Message from KJ.....

Message from nani...

"ah hari nie qis nye birthday. nani masak mcm2 ah. ada dhall campor ,aloo bartah.n capati. tapi qis tak de."

alahai sedih jer bunyi dia hehe....

Message from KC...

No msg from KC. We had chinese food for dinner. Anyway, thanks kala.

o ya.. one more thing. every year without fail, i will have a birthday cake. unfortunately not this year.

So i guess i have to have an imaginary cake

Nothing Much

I had not been writing anything much these day. I have been very busy. No time for myself now. Busy with work most of the time.

Exam next week. Haizz.. i dont know what it is gonna be like. I dont know if i am able to maintain my GPA.

o ya... im addicted to starbuck coffee. i dont know why. i talk about it some other time.

got to do my homework now.

update u folks again.

Anything Productive today

Friday, 30th May

This week past by real fast. It's already friday.

Statistic class was cancle. Yippy......

Plan for the day was to open an account, do laundry and make an ID. I had plan this on Thursday night.

Guess what i did when i wake up.

Erm.. you may have guess it correctly. I was chatting. Chat from 7 to 11 am. (haizz waste time....)

Had a shower and my so called breakfast and then did my laundry. The laundry basket was full with 1 week's clothes. hmmm....

Got ready to leave the house. But.... i was thinking ... " I'll be hungry when i reach home. And MA will want to eat." ala... so put my bag down, take off my jacket and start cooking. I cooked chicken curry... yum yumm....

Was only able to leave at 2.30 pm and I got to the place to make id at 3.30pm. The line was long. I hate to wait. hmm... when it was my turn... my application for the id was rejected. wa..... so angry. reason being the letter from school was not proper. damn.... bl**** ***. There was nothing wrong actually. I have got all the documentation. It was just that they lazy to do work that's why they rejected my application. Waste my time only. I had to wait like one and a half hour. Man... i could do more at home and also was my journey only. Stupid ....

I then walk around the mall. and went starbuck bought caramel frappucino. and cinnabon..

when home. reach at 7. the bank is already close. dang....

So guess what anything productive? Certainly NO.

First Day of Work

Tuesday, 27th May

Finally, I can start working. It's my first day. It was delayed for 1 week.

Anyway, I started at 10 am today. Nothing much, i'm on training. Showed me around and everything. Then sit down and do nothing.


My manager called me a few minutes later to help her do something. And you know help her with what?? FILING..... !!! of all work she gave me filing. I hate to do filing. Haizz.. no choice.

I finish work at 3.30 pm and Fadi fetch me up from school. Normally on tuesday we will be meeting up to do mgt homework together. But not today - we didnt had any to do because of the holiday on saturday. But still he had his database homework to do. So went to alexandria and waited for him to finish his school work.


We went to a turkish restaurant. Lebnan Zaman in Tyson corner. Good food.
Had Hummos (chick peas, pureed, tahini, leon juice and garlic) - i dont like this one and also had mixed grill (combination of chicken, lamb and beef served with rice, salad and pita bread) - i like this one.

I was stuffed by then.


It was late. He sent me home.


What i want to say about him is.. he is weird today.

Thats all. Im tired

Listen to this

This is a nice song. Even if you do not understand what she is singing. Just follow the translated verse, listen to the music and feel the music. hehehe...



There isn't any woman who want or even like to be share.

A day out - Alone

Sunday, 25th May

Got a call from Rangga. Asking if we could meet. I said ok. I have got 30 min before the bus arrived; if i miss this bus, i got to wait an hour for the next one. Got prepared in 10 min (this is the fastest i ever taken to get ready) and left home.

Only when i was on the bus, i received another call telling me that our meeting was cancel. Blood shot up to my head. I was very2 angry. I didnt hear any explaination - just hang up the phone.

Ii was almost reaching the train station and I didnt want be home yet.

I made a quick decision and decided to go to the mall nearby - all by myself. That's the first time i'm by myself here. Went starbuck and got myself a 'Starbucks Doubleshot on Ice Beverage'. Not nice. Only the name sounded nice. Let me show you the picture.

Fresh shots of espresso hand shaken with classic syrup & ice, finished with 2% milk.



Only recomended for true cold coffee lover.

Then walk around the mall. In and out of the shops. Looked at clothes, make-up, fragrance, flowers, home deco, shoes, lalalala bla bla bla and the list goes on....

When i was at the shoe shop. One of the shoe caught my attention (hihihi). And since i dont have any casual ladies shoe.. so i got them. Show u the picture.




Nice? What you think of it?








After walking for few hours, I was hungry so got a piece of cheese pizza - a big triangle portion.

And got home.

I was out from 1 to 7 pm. And I enjoyed myself but thinking about the called off .. made me mad. arggg.... whatever la.

My fren explained to me the next day. Since he was a new fren i forgive him. if not... i can go on sulky for days days n days. hehhe...

Another boring Day

Saturday, 24th May.


Was so bored at home. We weren't in talking terms. So decided to go.. library. I spent half of my day there. From 11 am to 4.30 pm. Can you imagine.

Find books, browse through the books, write down what i find interesting and wait for the time to past.

This was the only time that i want it to past fast.. but it was moving really slow.. damn....